After several weeks of illness, a bad reaction to antibiotics, resulting in an inconsistent training schedule, I am not surprised by yesterday's results. I am also not down in the dumps about them either.
On Thanksgiving, I ran a PR at Run Thru the Woods. My time was 7 mins faster than ever before. I ran an 8 min mile. The very next Saturday, I ran a 30K in Kingwood with the Fit groups. I had a bit of a relapse with the illness so I took off all last week. This gave me pretty fresh legs to run yesterday.
Planning what to wear proved to be quite challenging. First, I should say, that as a woman, deciding what to wear is always more complicated. We have too many choices. Shorts. Tights. Skirts. Shorts and Tights? Skirt and Tights? Tights alone? I opted for the skirt and tights understanding that the tights can be removed if it became warmer during the run. Next up, what shirt? Or in the case of yesterday, which shirts? I ended up with 2 long sleeves layered on top of a short sleeve with Moebens. I only ended up dumping one long sleeve shirt and never stripped the tights off. I just never warmed up enough to do that. I kept my gloves and hat on for the entire run as well.
I had decided that this race I would go with only hand-helds and lose the camelback to see if my GI problems that have been showing up lately could be caused from the waist pack. I am glad I decided to go ahead with this plan. Not only did I not have any stomach issues, I've proven to myself that I can run more than 10 miles with a hand-held.
As good fortune would have it, I had a delivery of O.N.E coconut water show up on Thursday! A rep had contacted me about a month ago and asked if she could send some to me to try. I gladly accepted and I am happy to report that I think the coconut water helped to keep me feeling no real highs or, more importantly, no lows during the run. I will no longer be drinking the usual sports drinks. Thank you O.N.E!
I used the honey to replace the other gels I have been using. I ate one every hour or so. I also used a fruit leather and one packet of sport beans on the last loop. Next time, I will add in almonds.
The aid stations seemed to be well-stocked, but I didn't make much use of them as I really wanted to control what I took in to determine what exactly I need to do to avoid the GI problems I've been having recently. I did fill up the hand-held with a bit of water, diluting the coconut water, and this seemed to work out fine. I also drank a small cup of Coke (hate the stuff) and it helped give me a little kick towards the end of the second loop.
The only issue I had yesterday was with my legs feeling very, very tight. I stopped a few times to stretch on the last loop and though it slowed me down, I think it helped me to be able to finish the race running and not walking.
I had time goals set for each part of the race. The first 6.7 mile loop I had plotted to come in at 1:16 mins. I came in at 1:05. The first 12.5 mile loop, I had planned for 2:18. I came in at 2:20. I knew that I would have a slow last loop because of how the legs were feeling at this point. The last loop, planned for 2:28, I came in at 3:07. Surprisingly, I felt better the last 7 miles of this loop than I did the last 3 miles of the first 12.5 mile loop and the first 5 miles of the last loop.
The best part of the race was seeing the kids and Mark at the finish line. Foo brought his coconut shells so that he could make the "galloping" noise from The Holy Grail for me. I galloped across the finish line with a big huge smile on my face!
Not sure anyone else knew what we were doing, but it was quite funny in our little world. If you have no idea what I am talking about, check this out...
I make it a point to try to learn something about myself on each race that I participate in. Some things I learned yesterday:
1. I need to carry my camera sometimes and take pictures so that my family can see some of what I get the pleasure of seeing on the run.
2. I can push myself beyond where I am comfortable, not because I am going to PR, but because I can.
3. I am not ready for the goals I have set for the next two months, Bandera and Rocky.
4. I am not 100% sure I want to be ready for those goals just yet. With my daughter leaving for Ohio again the same day as Bandera, and my oldest daughter expecting my first grandbaby around the time of Rocky, my heart repeats one of my personal mottoes "Family first!"
5. I love running trails. I love saying hello to everyone I can and encouraging them. I am blessed to do something I love with some of the best people in the world surrounding me!
6. I can run for myself. Seems silly, I know, but this was the first race that I've run for myself. Not for a cause, not for a person, not for anything other than 6 hours of alone time to listen to what He has to say to me.
So, who knows what's up next for me. I am moving forward as if I am running Bandera, but I am quite content to decide to not run it. I believe that developing a consistent weekly schedule is in order. I suppose, in some weird way, I feel like I am not yet deserving to run these races. I believe that if I can stay healthy and consistently train, I may change my mind.